Am I convincing myself that I'm gay!??

I feel as if there's no way I'm not gay anymore. There's just this absolute sincerity I feel. But when I take a look back at it, I've never liked a female in my life. I don't want to be gay. I just feel so confused because logical facts point to a no, but I'm CONVINCED that I'm gay and I just don't know why I'm feeling this way right now. It bothers me how I get slight groinal responses when I see attractive females, or if I bump into a girl it triggers my thoughts, or how I'm continually scared of liking the same females in my life. Has anybody else felt this way? I don't know if I just need to accept it or what? It just feels too real to not be OCD.

I feel you right now. I feel like I am convincing myself I am gay too. I wish I could help you somehow but I am in the same boat as you. All I can say is try to not fight your thoughts. Go along with it no matter how scary it is. No matter how much your mind tries to come up with other things to convince you of this don't give it importance.