Do I have a gay crush?

I cannot tell if I have a crush on one of my friends or what. I like this one guy a lot rn and I kinda like this other guy. When I see them both I get happy, I dress nicely for them, and I flirt with them. With my friend I dress like $#%^ and just don't really care, but people think we are dating sometimes and now thats all I think about. I worry that my crushes on guys are just a cover for crushing on her and that when I'm around her or think about her I worry that I don't feel anxiety, but that I have a crush on her. Any advice?

You need to relax, the problem is that you are dreading the notion of being attracted to your friend, you know that you are afraid of that idea so you feel your conclusions are biased because of that.
basically you need to get yourself to that level that you are okay with that then you will be able to conclude clearly...
I know its not easy, i went trough that myself, but when you get to that point of being okay with it you can see what real and whats not.