Weird Spidey obsession, kind of worried

So ever since I was a wee lad, I have been fascinated with spiderman. He was just so relatable to me, especially with the recent deaths in my life ( including my dad and my uncle) he was just always my hero. I'm a teenager and just a plain nerd, I can relate to the character even more and, for some reason, have slowly started to try and become Peter Parker. Like I will spend many sleepless nights hard at work studying chemistry and photography and it's a bit odd and worrying. I'll be honest, it's been healthy for my grades but I'm not sure whether the level of obsession I have is unhealthy or a sign of a condition or something. Its like I have no interest in developing me as a person anymore and just want to become this worlds Peter Parker. If someone could give some insight or advice that would be great. (P.s, I'm not throwing myself of off buildings in an attempt to become a wall crawling vigilante btw)