Am I a pedophile?.......Help..Opinion? I wasn't overly graph

obsessive-compulsive/topic181800.html If you wish to read my first post.. I recently just a few minutes ago was browsing the internet about OCD disorders and people who actually have pedophilia and keep trying to see if I am really like that....I feel disgusted...So very ###$...I walk around when I'm near children I have intrusive thoughts...I don't get turned on by them, but a small groinal response or tingling feeling, etc look down nothing arising... As I said reading the disorders etc I can't remember the website but I thought it was just an ordinary article on their life etc, appearently this person was graphic and it seemed to feel like child pornography, and then all the sudden I was starting to get a boner so I flipped and immediately got off the website and just layed my head back and whispered to myself you're alright feeling so ######6 disgusted and upset from it like that nasty kind of feeling you get, but now I feel so screwed up again. It triggered something, and now It's just weird. Like really weird. I mean yeah sure, sex story most people like those but that was, no just no..I started to panic when it started to happen. My gods, god anything help me. I feel so messed up. These thoughts are getting the best of me, like tearing me apart, affecting my relationship with my girlfriend. Love that girl, and I am attracted to females on daily 14 or so+ guess that just depends on the bodies..I'm 16 by the way so I guess that part is pretty normal..Yeah, I can get easily aroused by women older than me. Even far up too the 60's and over, but that's just a weird kink.......And also not illegal heh...I'd never hurt a child, but I damn sure am confused about that random story..Please help...(Girlfriend is 15 by the way) No I don't plan on talking to her much about this because that's the perfect way to ###$ everything up if I don't even know what's wrong in the first place..Even before hand I was reading a story that somehow came up on IGN about some dude ended up having sex with his sister, but she wasn't a child. After just reading it and was like wow lol, that's pretty weird but whatever that's not an everyday thing I guess. So, damn. I really think something is wrong..My gods this is just..Ew. Sorry if this triggered anything, guess I can literally say I understand....And no, the arousal didn't feel nearly the same as when to girls my age or older. It felt, idk panicky? and just no feelings besides disgusted and wtf? Help...Post your opinion.. Think it might be POCD and intrusive thoughts, but after that I'm beginning to doubt. And I really want to continue without having any relationship awkwardness in the future if I even do..

And by the way..No I don't purposely look for CP. Also, it was one of those stories you run into once in a while.. And I was also in the shower with hot water etc..

As much panic as this is causing, I would suspect this is OCD. I think if you were attracted to children you'd know for sure. OCD is all about putting the seeds of doubt in your mind.