HOCD/TOCD or BPD

I have had TOCD AND HOCD for about an year......Just when i thought it couldnt get any worse..I saw a post on BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER....ITS SCARING THE $#%^ OUT OF ME...

All my life, i have copied traits from my favorite movie characters, actors and some of my friends (all of them males)..Also i tend to have changing interests and likes frequently....
Never felt uncomfortable in my body ...just once, i wanted to dress like a girl (to enter girls washroom) (Pervert trait here)
Always was satisfied as a male (both sexual and mental aspects)
This all just makes me think that i have never been my TRUE SELF and i have been in denial for my whole life....In Simple words, i am scared that my BPD traits contribute to me being Trans or Gay in denial...
im scared...Is it that i have BPD because im gay or trans?
Is this another ocd obsession?

I have a personality disorder obsession that has been going on for about 9 months now. So, I understand your concerns. My pdoc said that he thinks I have some BPD and OCPD traits, but not enough or bad enough for it to be a disorder. I write down questions before I see him about personality disorders, as I worry that he's misdiagnosed me.

I've started therapy recently and we are going to address this. I waste so much time researching personality disorders. It probably sounds ridiculous, but there are about 6 that I think I could have, even though my pdoc keeps telling me that I don't have them. My diagnosis is bipolar and OCD and we have talked over it on four occasions now.

It sounds as though you might be getting a BPD obsession. There's another member here who's gone through this too.