HOCD false attractions

Ok so this is really really annoying. So I have been obsessing about this for about 6 months now and there are some crazy things. For one, the crazy crazy false attractions. They make me feel like I am attracted to a cartoon or sometimes even a 90 year old woman. I don't effing get it. Why does it feel so real. One day I was looking at pictures of hair types (just hair photos) because I wanted to find mine type and I felt like I was attracted to the piece of hair. This is maddening. I guess in a way it is nice because I know it is irrational if I am getting feelings of attraction to a piece of hair...but how does OCD do this? I really don't get it.

Ahay wrote:Ok so this is really really annoying. So I have been obsessing about this for about 6 months now and there are some crazy things. For one, the crazy crazy false attractions. They make me feel like I am attracted to a cartoon or sometimes even a 90 year old woman. I don't effing get it. Why does it feel so real. One day I was looking at pictures of hair types (just hair photos) because I wanted to find mine type and I felt like I was attracted to the piece of hair. This is maddening. I guess in a way it is nice because I know it is irrational if I am getting feelings of attraction to a piece of hair...but how does OCD do this? I really don't get it.

Even I am confused regarding this , but my situation is more with guys for some reason
They feel so effin' real , like i am reading a newspaper and theres news about leonardo DiCaprio winning oscar , it feels like if I am getting attracted for real to him, but i tried to check a guy and couldn't get turned on

I dont even know

I really dont know if its HOCD anymore or its even real