Asked question on yahoo answer about acting on my POCD t????

'Im terrified now bc I almosted acted on the thoughts bc I really thought I was a pedophila but I didn't bc I was like I'm not this type of person but I'm so scared now bc I think I did act on bc when I was changing her I I said to myself let me wipe her and show my self I don't get no sexual type feeling s or anything so I did wipe her with a baby wipe now I'm afraid I acted on my thoughts and I touched her for a wrong reason and yes is is all killing me I hate it so much did I touch her in a wrong way ? Please be honest I just thought of this today ? I didn't get no weird feeling when I wiped her ik sure of but my minds trying ti tell me I got please sure when I know in myplease sure when I know in my heart I didn't . I'm just so rid with guilt ? 
& I'm so rid with guilt I really hope I didn't do anything to hurt when I changed her was as I normally do just wiped her a extra time or two but as said same I do everytime I just feel I have molested her by testing my reaction while wiping her I feel like I somehow knew that was the only way I could touch her without touching her in wrong way now I feel awful, see noting was really bothering me yesterday until this I've replayed the thoughts over and over to see what I done to make sure I didn't do it for pleasure which I didn't but I'm scared bc my minds like what if you didat if you did ? And I'm so scared and fell guilty so much aniexty in my chest over this... ven I did wipe her to show myself I didn't get any response being near her privates it's that molesation ??? I mean I didn't like take for ever to wipe her I did it quick and I think I wiped her 2 extra time to be sure I don't feel any weird feeling but I mean they were just as I usually wipe her is that nolastion??????
And I'm also scared what if I wiped her bc of the thoughts I'm scared I'm really get panicked over like a paining attack I'm trying to tell myself I did nothing wrong but my mind is making it worse than what I actually remember it .. Please help I, so scared I know it's lo but please reademember it .. Please help I, so scared I know it's lo but please read . I hope I'm not a child abuser I could never live with myself if I was ..

That was the question I asked and they said that I used OCD as a excuse to molest my daughter that they took my info and turned it in to the Feds and YA aware of it that I should get a lawyer . I'm really scared so I said I got hacked and deleted my account I even called 91 1 to say I got hacked and tell them they got the local police department to call me then he asked did I write the question and I told him yes bc he said he was going to track it ? Then he had to make a report to CPS I'm scared because of the way the question sounds I'm so scared they will take my kids I've never actually been diagnosed with OCD but they person who said they took my info and reported to the fed and contact YA about I comment on it said please don't report me I've done nothing wrong and then I deleted those comments he said he screen shoted them and I'm just scared will yahoo turn me in I've already talked to the police myself I'm scared I'll be put in jail for molestion when I haven't done anything wrong please answer

I'm so, so sorry about what happened to you.
I'm not sure if I got everything right as English isn't my native language but as far as I understood you asked this question on Yahoo Answers and some user reported it to the staff and Fed, you called the police and they had to make a report to CPS?

I'm sorry you've gone through this ordeal. Who knows what the people online did if anything. Yahoo answers is a pretty bad place for advice with ocd especially pocd/hocd/tocd. As far as calling the police and them getting cps involved, I think if you're diagnosed with ocd and your psych can verify, then I'm thinking they won't be able to do anything.

Well first of all, it's generally a bad idea to post something like that anywhere outside of here, because most people don't understand how OCD works (outside of the basic stuff like handwashing etc). However, I suspect that whoever said they "reported" you was a troll because its blatantly obvious to anyone that a) you can't throw someone in prison over a yahoo post and b) an actual pedophile would not post about his activities on a public forum.

That said, when I read your post I was reminded of when I would watch haunted house explorations on TV as a kid. You are priming yourself to "see" something, so anything that seems remotely connected to, say, arousal and children, immediately becomes a justification for your OCD to feed on.

Let me give you a personal example. I am a straight male. I have a positive disposition towards vaginas. They usually don't like me but that's not the point. When I see one or think of them, even in an innocuous sense like if I see one while wiping a baby's bottom, my brain takes the word or object and immediately starts picking out references, just like with most other things. For most of us, sexuality evokes strong emotions so it can easily become the first point of reference for something like the word "vagina". I even recall as a kid having trouble with the city of Regina, SK because whenever I heard of "Regina", well you get the idea.

Like the ghosts, we are primed to associate something like that (or any other word or body part you can imagine) with whatever it is that we fear (pedophilia) and as a result creating our own worst fears in our heads. Most likely the creak in the old house is due to a rat scampering by upstairs but immediately our first thought is " GHOSTS!" and likewise, when an uninvited sexual thought pops into our heads and we're afraid of being pedophiles, the first thought is "PEDO!".

When you look at actual pedophiles (for example, on another part of this forum) their sexual desires are highly abstract and usually have very little to do with genitals at all. It tends to be all about mind games and control for them, and that's what arouses them. It's the same idea behind other paraphilias like necrophilia or even rapists. It has nothing really to do with the sexual act itself but the paraphiliac getting gratification from the situation where they have total control of someone (or something) else.