Logic/atheism OCD

I've been dealing with HOCD for several years. My HOCD has been better, so I thought my OCD was gone and I never really had it. Turns out I have another obsession. I'm obsessed with seeming logical/scientific to people. I used to be scared that if I expressed too many unscientific beliefs I'd be considered crazy and sent to the mental hospital. As I've learnt more about mental health I know you can't get diagnosed as crazy. I also know that you won't get diagnosed with any conditions just because you believe you've had some paranormal experiences.

I'm still terrified of seeming illogical or crazy to people. I spend hours a day thinking of ways to make my illogical thoughts sound logical or acceptable to atheists. I'm also on forums like reddit, so I encounter a lot of atheist types. My dad is an atheist as well. He's said some very hurtful things about my beliefs that made me have panic attacks. I think that's what started my obsession with sounding logical to people. I'm trying to avoid getting attacked by atheists.