So ever since my OCD started getting really bad (about half a year ago) I started having days where I wouldn't feel like myself.
What I mean by that is that random places or people suddenly remind me of either a) a bad time in my life, b) a scary movie or c) a nightmare I've had before and from then on I experience the feelings I've had in that certain situation (as for b) I feel the way I imagine the people in the movie must feel like).
In the beginning I've had 2, maybe 3 days a month but it's getting worse gradually and now I'm at a point where I experience this symptom almost everyday.
Another thing is that when I wake up from a bad dream, I don't feel relieved anymore - the emotions I've had in that nightmare just carry on while I'm wide awake.
I've dealt with anxiety issues for 8 years now and I've never had this symptom before. It's so terrifying because I feel like it might lead me to a point of not knowing what's real anymore.
Can anybody relate or at least tell me what they think it is that I'm experiencing?
