JackM678 wrote:I often look at a little boy and find him cute. I admire his childhood handsomeness sometimes, but I don't care for the idea of having sex with him. Women all the time look at little kids and babies and talk about how cute and precious they are. The difference is that this is normal in society for women to do, and they never give it a second though. You probably won't be around your 17 year old guy friends talking about how cute little babies are the way girls your age do. There is nothing wrong with feeling that way about younger girls that you find them admirable and cute. Good looking isn't the same as hot and sexy.
I think what you might be referring to is maybe that you're worried that you don't feel you want it, but the idea doesn't completely disgust you. That's the same issue with me and little boys. It's because you've played it out in your head so many times that the idea is something you're all too familiar with and isn't anything you are gonna find gross or make you sick. It doesn't mean you're attracted to them.
As far as having these attractions all this time but not noticing it, I don't think it really works that way.
If you think about your ideal sexual fantasy that you know for sure that you are attracted to, you may see that there is a fine line of difference between what you are really attracted to and what you fear being attracted to.
that's true, I've been attracted to people my age more times then I can count then how I've ever felt about young girls. Sometimes I think the ocd tricks me, because seeing young girls triggers my ocd and anxiety making me check to see if I'm attracted, and sometimes I do feel like I am, but sometimes after a while I will feel like I dont, but it's hard to tell, because I can find good looking features. But my anxiety and fear of the attraction are stronger then the attraction.
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