Hocd weird spike?

Hey everyone, so I have been accepting/letting the thoughts be and overall it has been pretty successful. The weird thing is now gay things seem normal to me and straight things seem foreign and give me anxiety. This has probably been the worst experience of this whole ordeal and I have been fighting the urge to check or do compulsions but its hard. I haven't cracked yet but I'm afraid I will, anyone got any advice?

hmm.. keep resisting the urge. don't perform any compulsion anymore. you said you have HOCD, when people is experiencing HOCD, the sexuality can be confusing. maybe give it more time, but please avoid checking.