ocd !!!!

hi ! i posted last summer because i was suffering from racist ocd, afraid of being racist, than a afraid of being a bad person,etc. I have also a lot of philosophical questions .
But now , it's better than in summer (el7) but i have another type of idea : don't trust someone you love, he/they want(s) to hurt you : espcially my mother and my closest friends.
There is something like paranoiac ocd ? thanks a lot