Obsessing over simple things or questions?

I feel like I am the only who has this particular obsession with OCD. Almost every single day, from when I wake up in the morning to when I go to sleep, I have obsessions with things that should already make sense to me or questions of behavoir in people or feelings and emotions. I question things all the freaking time and I stay either locked in my head most of the time or Im constantly searching the internet for answers. Recently I have been questioning things like why do people love, why do people feel guilt, why do people love kids, basically things that deep down I know the answer too already, or at least I think I know but when these thoughts pop into my head Its like I have to answer these questions. I have to know the answers to these questions or I wont be human anymore and I wont be a good person and feel these emotions anymore and stuff like that. But my ocd constantly questions and I find that no answer is good enough for my brain and I start to question everything about why these emotions exist. I dont know the answers either. I try to think of a reason why but my mind draws a blank and my ocd jumps on this. I dont even know what to think anymore. Its even gotten to the point that I start analyzing simple phrases like "hello" or hand gestures. I cant stop myself from questioning these things and I feel like if I dont understand the answers to such basic human feeling behavoir that I will turn into a inhuman monster that doesent care about humans or emotions anymore. So I continue to question and try to understand. Is there anyone out there with similar obsessions? Is it really my ocd or am I seriously so messed up and inhuman that I dont know these things?

131 views and noone replies back. I guess I am the only one screwed up like this.