Are ocd thoughts always opposite to what you want?

Like are all your fears always the exact opposite everytime? my ocd is doubting this as well lol. I know that When I get anxious I fear something. but taking hocd for example Ill tell myself that im anxious about being gay so im not gay but that doesnt mean im straight? even though I am.

being anxious and having OCD can create any number/kind of antagonistic thoughts. once your mind gets set on a “kind” of thought process i can lock in on it.

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By definition yes or you would not have OCD in my opinion.