
I've had OCd for about 9 years, but I've made SO much progress, by cutting down on porn, videogames, caffeine, alcohol, recognizing my symptoms as OCD, improving social life etc..
I have one major problem still though.
I can't get my mind going after I wake up. I have to play my bass guitar or something in order to "wake up" and according to my shrink , this is because my blood flow isn't working. I need to exercise and stuff.
But the only thing that really gets it going, and eliminates all ocd, is when I have tons of stuff to do, in no time, at work.
This makes me sane again.
I have to do a lot, really fast, with out having the time to worry and wonder.
But sometimes I'm to tired, and I just forget all about what I should do and masturbate. After that I'm usually awake. The problem is, that I have to eliminate masturbation, in order to feel good.
So heres my question:
Do anyone know how I could get my blood flowing in the brain, all the time? Or have some tips to get closer to that.