by skies89 » Mon Jan 07, 2013 6:01 am
this may seem really,really unrealistic to be bothered by...but here goes. I went to the mall earlier,finally let myself enjoy things,since my ocd has been preventing that. bought some clothes. but then i went to the food court,and after coming t of the restroom I though,I should check my pants zipper again,I almost always double check its zipped. I did not this time. I went to two more stores to buy things like video games and hobby stuff. I get to the grocery store,and realize I should have double checked. zipper was undone. and now,every time I look at the stuff I bought from the last two stores,its all I think of. I don't want to go and play those games and remember that,but I am sure I will. I completely want this out of my head,but it keeps coming back,it's low issue compared to other problems,but im so ashamed and embarrassed, I dont want to finish a game and think,yeah,my zipper was undone when I bought that. it's so freaking weird.