So scared, these intrusive thoughts are killing me :(

You're not going crazy. If you were really a psychopath you wouldn't be scared or disgusted by these thoughts, the fact you get upset or start to cry over it proves it's your OCD. Psychopaths seek pleasure in harming people.


I had the same thoughts a couple months ago. I thought I was gonna stab my entire family but I realized it was all just my OCD/intrusive thoughts. It would latch onto something/somebody i cared for... even though I would NEVER intentionally hurt anyone (honestly I can't even harm a spider lmao) my OCD would convince me otherwise. Our minds are very powerful.

Thank you for your reply! Lol I'm the same way, I save spiders and have a hard.time or feel bad killing flies :/ your right though, having these thoughts make you feel Like you are a horrible person and makes you question yourself as a person. I know I've had weird thoughts from time to time, I never took pleasure in them while never giving them attention either so they never bugged me, I just shrugged it off Like the average person does. I'll get through this and just have to remember not to engage in the thoughts or analyze them as that makes them worse. I'm glad you've overcome them!

How was your weekend, dpatrice? Hope it was relaxing and fun