They’re merging

Okay it’s really hard to explain, but even since I was younger I’ve had these dreams that just build up, like a second life. There’s my elementary, middle, freshman, and highschool as well as both of my workplaces. That’s just the start, everywhere that I frequent is there, even the massive hill nearby. Recently, it’s been getting harder to tell which is real and which is a dream. It’s freaky. Like I’ll lose something in real life and find it in the dream, go to bed and wake up in the real world without realizing I just dreamt. Then I can’t find the thing. Another instance of me confusing dreams with real life is when I got a massive cut in my hand in the dream. I woke up and did the dishes, and when I saw my hand I was shocked that the cut wasn’t there. I honestly can’t really tell if I’m awake or not, who knows, maybe this is a dream
Sometimes I hope real life is just a part of my dream so I can wake up and everything will be different