Buzzing, beeping, whirring

Hello all, I have had sleep paralysis from a young age. I learned to deal with it and have fun. Well things started to get really nasty at some point and I was possessed a few times. Then I was taken by aliens. Grey aliens, some tall some not. They must have done something permanent to me. All of my experiences now have the same characteristics as a telepathic communication from an alien. Everytime I will have the beeping and whirring as if I am logging onto the sleep server or something. This is causing me a great deal of stress. I don’t really have anyone to turn to all the ones I can tell I have told already in the past. I’ve never met anyone like me in real life. Believe me I would know because I always find a way to bring up lucid dreaming. If they don’t seem to have any interest I stop there. I just want to know if anyone else gets this beeping and whirring? Also has anyone been genetically altered by grey aliens? I can’t say for sure if I have they erased most of my memories.