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I just realized that those two are HUGE triggers in my life. I thought I was over them.

They've been away for 10 days, during which my sleep schedule has stabilized and I needed fewer meds per day. I even went out to see a counselor comfortably. I even enjoyed seeing my Mum'n'Dad-in-law. Normally I don't, because I feel guilty of spending time with them regularly as opposed to sporadically with my Mama and Grandma. ...

My whole life all I have done is taken care of my family, my siblings. Never, not once have I used that fact against them. Even now when my brother is 18 and my sister is 19 I still take care of them. I share a single room apartment with my brother(18) sister(19) cousin(17) and sisters month old baby. When I say single room that includes the kitchen. They do not pay rent or bills ...

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He's been my friend for nineteen years. We were even best friends for awhile. But for the last five years, either he's become more demeaning towards others or I've become more aware of it. He's become more depressed but refuses to do anything about it. His disrespect towards me reached a breaking point ten months ago, and I refused to talk to him until three months ago when we sort of patched things up . ...

There doesn't seem to be many post going on here but the Forum said VENT so that's what I'm gonna do. Hopefully this is right the place to post this.

I'm doing ok I suppose. My mood has been kind of up and down today. I go through these fits of overanalyzing everything and getting myself all worked up. Most of the time its over nothing. It can be the most miniscule thing, which I ...

yes i am being upfront and abrasive

i just feel that the profiles on this site suck. i wish a little more information about members was available : age, gender...maybe a few more pics, etc. thats it.

i dont like pming strangers. too much time to figure out if i wanna talk to them or not.

i mean whats the point of a forum except to connect with people.

I just want my best friend back.

I believe that asking a narc not to respond to my posts would mimic throwing blood at a vampire, how could they possibly not resist? They break many rules in life, so I'm not taking the chance at being attacked on here.

Yes, I fed the fecking monster, my big fat mistake, but it wont happen again. I am getting cue cards, like business cards, laminated and embellished, J. A. D. E. Dont justify, dont ...

EDIT: New stuff as of 11/04/09. I may still add more later. Click the name of the work to see the large version. BTW, I'm open to PM's if anyone wants to comment privately.
Rather than the usual rant, I'd like to try expressing what's been on my mind in terms of 16-17th century artwork, especially (but not exclusively) Southern Baroque.


Judith Slaying Holofernes


The Rape of Persephone


Call of St. Matthew ...

Wow... so no one wants to vent? Heh, I know how to vent pretty well. We'll just take the little moment that happened between me and my mom a few minutes ago in the kitchen.

I'm working on making a worm bin when my mom walks in after coming home from work. Comes up to me with her typical blah blah in my face, expecting cued facial responses and spoken answers. I'm just so over ...