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He has her, he was on the verge of a mental collapse. He needed someone in physical to tend his clingy needs. I get that.

Then why string me along. 7 months. He had 7 months to tell me and all I get is bs.
I say "it's just online, I'm a random person online why would you care"
Yet his responce "your not random. I care, I want you, in the future I'll get ...

When I said my brain feels messed up I was told it was anxiety.

I told you I don't feel anxiety.

When my feet and fingers turned blue, you told me it was all in my head due to stress.

I told you I am not stressed about anything except my my blue toes and fingers.

In 2017, after a trip to the ER, you told me you have no idea why I have extreme ...

I HATE going on the internet. All it does is feed my mental illness. I would rather do something constructive instead, like practicing music. I WANT to practice my instrument, but I CAN'T. I am SICK of this $#%^.

As I am typing this, I am probably going to delete this thread because of the ######6 D2 post-synaptic receptor antagonism caused by my neuroleptic. But I am just going to have to overcome that obstacle. ...

I remember the first time I saw the Wizard of Oz. It gave me nightmares for weeks. It wasn’t the tornado scene with the witch threatening Dorothy and her little dog too or the house falling on the evil witch’s sister, the only remains being her legs sticking out from under it which then roll up and out of sight.
It wasn’t the scene with the witch watching Dorothy and her friends on her crystal ...

Does anyone care I been raped all my life. I am transsexual post op. Ten years ago my mom said I am not getting a divorce for me wanting to trans motion . She says she always wanted a gay child. Bitch do I look gay. I had to run away to San Francisco ca were I was sexually abused in shelters by men because I wasn’t a so called woman. spiritually raped by shelters ...

I hate being an ugly woman, it is truly horrific. It doesn't matter how well I do in my education, how well I try to have an interesting and kind personality - my face is a barrier to a normal life. I crave plastic surgery; not to look conventionally beautiful or anything, but just to turn me into a normally developed woman. I don't feel that I deserve the label of woman or girl; a ...

So I understand that up to 80%-90% of people are infected by some form of parasite.

Got me thinking, this can be widely related to mental illness and neurodegenerative disease/other physical problems.

What are your thoughts on this?

Side note, what is it with people exposing others to and themselves to prolonged parasitic exposure if and when there are easy treatments to the parasitic problem?

For example.

I was 10 years old -- before I ...

I've been looking for apartments all day but I can't afford anything because I've ######6 schizoaffective, PTSD, and probably have ADHD and cannot hold down a full time job for more than a month and I'm hospitalized like four times a year because I'm a piece of $#%^ who can't control herself.
I gotta get out of here though. I can't stand anymore to live in a place where I was raped repeatedly, held at ...

Have you any idea how difficult it has been to move on from the past?
Why do you make me go through this every single time when I receive treatment?
This pulls me through hell. There are new revelations to be made and, despite keeping extensive notes from all perspectives, you ask to repeat, repeat, repeat.

You call this a "new technique" and that a "new technique" but I am tired of being a Guinea ...