I am a 40 yr. old male, that has extremely dark sexual fantasies. I have BPD and BP. I have sexual fantasies that make most women uncomfortable.
I seem to need extreme sex to be able to get off anymore. Pain, slapping, spanking, name-calling, degradation. I don't want to be this way, but I can't seem to change my thinking. I would really enjoy making love, but my thoughts don't allow that.
How do I ...