News of Sexual Addiction Forum

I have never had a problem with allowing myself to be honest about this topic (especially to my step-brother Josh). I am the product of an affair and my father and his family lived 3 blocks away from my grandmother's home where I grew up. Fastforward to 2018 when I saw him for the first time since we were children. I knew the very moment he put his arms around me when we hugged that ...

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I am new here, and this is the first time I have explored any kind of support for sex addiction. I am a 55 yo married woman, married for the second time for 5 years. While I love my husband (which sounds lame even to my ears given my behavior), I have repeatedly been unfaithful in one form or another during our entire relationship. This has ranged from chatting with men I’ve met online ...

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I don't think you have had as hardcore case as mine on this forum before.

I'm Darius, 40, from LA. Former football player (bench wormer for 4 years, never made seven figures) and personal trainer for past 16 years. Bull in the "lifestyle" for past 16 years as well. Addicted to sex with white women exclusively since I was 16 years old. I've had sex with 1000 (yes, that's one thousand) white women over ...

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I'm new here and I was advised by my therapist to seek online help with people that might have been in similar situations. I'll try to keep it short. I've been with my wife since I was young, around 20 years old by the time.

Everything happened pretty fast and after a year we were living together. everything was fine at first but then I started feeling under appreciated somehow, and ended up cheating ...

ive never been physically sexually assaulted or been forced to do anything irl, yet i have unusual kinks that people who usually have been s/a have as well... i dont understand why
ever since i was a little girl i used to make my dolls "do it" with each other and it made me "tingle" down there. but ive never been abused or anything like that. i dont remember seeing/watching anything sexual that young either. ...

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I would never think that i will end in a forum about sex-addiction. Sorry if i make some "english mistakes" - it's not my primary language. I would like to share my story and ask for help "where to start" in getting better.

My first contact with porn was when i was about 12 years old (now im well over 30). At first it was once a week, but in no-time it was ...

It feels good apart from doing some kinky stuff involving me taking my solo videos of doing some sex stuff other than that I am free..like mentally from pornography . Sometimes I get so hot and my body feels so irritated, agitated, restless and you know hurried.. and I will make some videos .and I get some relief..I don't know why but it works.

I am having lot of deep suicidal thoughts about myself because I feel like there is no hope for me to continue life as I have no hope in recovery from porn and masturbation.. you know I was trying for last 7+ years actively for coming out of this addiction and all through this time I never regained control.. There were some moments of control but as it is followed by big periods of absolute ...

I'm 28 and I've come to the conclusion this was always meant to be me since I was overly obsessed with sex since I was a child and had no outlets.

First seen P at 10, watching it regular by 11 addicted and getting off to P everyday by 13, full on escalated and addicted to trans p by 16/17.

I compulsively get off several times a day.

I started seeing escorts by 22,
I've ...

I'm not happy with how my life has turned out with my porn and masturbation addiction having a hold on my life for so long.

I'm an adult and I'm convinced that I'm suffering from obsessive compulsive disorder along with an addiction that I know is clearly messing up my life. I've had problems with porn and masturbation for almost my entire life after childhood. Over the years it has gotten worse and worse and ...