News of Sexual Addiction Forum

20+ years of sexual addiction. I don't even know where to start. I joined this forum way back in 2015. Relapsed the next day. So here I am 10 years later and many more relapses later feeling the same shame, regret, and fear.

I feel like I have a double life. I have so many secrets. I am disgusted with myself for not living up to the person I want to be. I can tell ...

Hi everyone, I'm 44 years old and to avoid writing a long post, I'll just list
I never had parents who mistreated me or anything else.
From the age of 14, I started drinking and smoking marijuana.
A friend of mine performed oral sex on me when I was 14.
I had my first sexual encounters with women when I was 15.
My aunt performed oral sex on me; I was looking for her.
After ...

... and no change has happened. Well, yes. Change has happened, but for the worse.

And it's not true that all I've ever done is talk about it... I've acted.

I thought I had to together in 2013. I was clean from weed (or any other drug I could get my hands on) I was staying away from forums and content that was not good for me (that's a lie, it was good for me, ...

I am a 65 year old guy. When I was young, early teens, me and some other boys experimented with each other sexually for a couple of year on and off. Touching, masturbating, blow jobs anal.

Thing is, as far as being true friends, these two were really jerks a lot of the time out side of the sexual stuff, could be ass holes at times.

These other two eventually moved away and that was ...

I was sexually abused by my mother and my aunt till the age of 16 and sex became so normalized to be to an extent I voluntarily offered myself to them to be abused by them. But I got out of that house and have completely removed both of them from my life. I have a career now and more importantly I am independent.

I have zero interests in relationships.I have periods of intense sexual ...

I fantasize a lot like a lot about raping women so they have to carry my babies. I know that's messed up but idk what to do about it. I have never had sex and I don't think I'm likely to do it.

Hello everyone.. I am a 16 y old girl
I have a big problem that I can't talk about to my friends. Very often I feel horny and I masturbate often, 5/7 days, sometimes when I'm home alone I do it several times. Am I sick? :cry:

I am really struggling at the moment. My husband and I have been together 27 years, married for 25. We have grown children together.

I’ve always had an issue with porn, this stems from my ex husband who would constantly put me down and look at porn magazines while we were in bed together.

When my husband and I got together I explained this was a hard limit for me.

I’ve often asked him about ...

Hi, over the past few years I have been addicted to a cam website. It started months after I had been blocked on social media by someone I really liked. I am in my mid 20s, and I never had a real relationship at this point, and am solitary by nature, so I decided to try it out, almost as a form of self-medication. Eventually, that motive fell away and the women on the site ...

Greetings!
Really grateful to have found this community. Been reading through the various threads and learning a lot.
Like others, I am trying to discern where I am at re: sexual addiction.
Most of my life/relationships has been plagued by my co-dependency (looking for emotional love) but now that I am healthy in that regard, I'm finding my strong sex drive is creating problems in my new relationship.
I am fortunate that the thought of ...