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Hi,

Since 3 years ago I get a weird preassure in my forehead as if someone was pushing his or her finger into it. The weird thing is that the feeling is back everytime I stop taking my antipsychotics. Does anybody else get something like this? Or does anybody have some kind of explanation for it?

the latest delusion of mine is that Captain Beefheart
communicates with me from the underworld (he is dead) through his moustache. And that's why I had an episode while hearing his song "hair pie", and my head was changing size & shape.

another delusion is that the female voice I hear, who is really mean & bad, controls my mind & my thoughts.
Nevertheless I miss her now that she's gone & I wanna write ...

I am not diagnosed Schizophrenic but I have a few relatives who have been. Myself, I have been hazing in and out of psychosis for the last few years now and I also feel clumsier and clumsier. What does this mean for me? Will my psychotic symptoms keep reappearing?

i just changed from amisulpride to risperidone.
amisulpride couldn't protect me from the Absurd/Confusion, although in high doses kept positive symptoms away.
do you have any experience from risperidone?
what's your opinion?

I'm *mod edit*, my birthday is next month..

This started 3 months ago, I dont leave my house anymore because of it, I shower once a month because of it, I am becoming more reclusive than ever and (i'm naturally a loner) it's never been so bad, I cant sleep because of it and my health and brain feels like its deteriorating every day. i'm not sure where to start.

But 3 months ago It ...

If you've committed a homocide without being conscious about it, more as being done in a "sleep walk" state, what would you do? How could you continue living knowing you have a side that is so evil inside you. Someone who isn't able to recall every detail of how or why it happened, but has glimpses of some of the traumatic event. How is that even possible?

Sorry for my English, I'm not a native speaker.
My dad was a drunkard, he was sick too I think, so weird. My mom kicked him out when I was 5 or something like that. He asked me once if I want him to die. No, I didn't want.
At night time I was observing shadows dancing on the walls and heard some weird noises.
I was pretty messed up already, quiet and anxious, my ...

Do you enjoy Schizophrenia or do you find it tiresome? I have had my condition for as long as I can remember and somehow I actually find solace and even happiness in knowing that I can manipulate and enjoy living in my own mind in complete isolation from the outside world no matter where I go or how long I travel when other people need acknowledgment and approval from others. Basically it goes like this, ...

I have been diagnosed with Schizoaffective Disorder, since 1979, and I am currently on Paliperidone as part of my treatment.
The main problem with my illness is the continued belief/delusion that the world knows what I am thinking.
Could you please let me know if any of you know my thoughts - that is, receive my thoughts in your mind?
I would be very grateful and relieved if you answer my question for me.
Thankyou.

I'm terrified. I just keep getting worse in terms of my psychosis.

I believe that I'm being stalked. Which, shockingly doesn't scare me that much, but what does scare me is my obsession with my stalker. I'd do anything for him to talk to me.

It started just as the belief I'm being stalked, but it just keeps getting more and more details added on it. It started with "I believe I'm being stalked online" ...