After the first psycosis back in 2015 when I had 20 years old due to weed consumption in the past and smartshop drugs also, I began to experience a gradual feeling of emptiness on my mind, much more quieter mind and internal monologue, and also lack of feeling emotions which is distressing because I can't reach my soul but can express it to other people. Now I'm 23. Things began to feel in other perspective ...