News of Rape Trauma

When I was roughly 3 years old or so, I had a traumatizing fear of men that was honestly the worst case that I've ever had. I remember if I saw ANY man, specifically with facial hair and with other children, I would start screaming and crying and run to my mom and hide behind her. She would then have to apologize to the man for my behavior. This happened everywhere. The park, on a ...

Im not so sure how to start so maybe I'll just get right into it. So it happened 5 years ago, my first boyfriend raped me. I can't really call it a relationship though, because one way he would abuse me was by seeing other girls while i couldn't have other friends. Anyway, he was my lifeline in my abusive family drama (other story ugh) during highschool. I was lovestruck hard for 2 years, never ...

After I was assaulted I started engaging in anything that made me feel alive

Sex with anyone I found attractive enough in the right setting
Had an adderall problem that reached its major peak after the assault,
Because when I was sober I cried about it or drank myself numb .. or had flashbacks where he was on top of me and I would cry saying “get off me” when no one was there for ...

I've been having night terrors for about 6 months now, ever since finding out I was raped by a past lover, but my nightmares have always been about different situations where I have been physically or felt emotionally trapped. Before this nightmare, I hadn't dreamt of my assaulter in 8 months. I had a dream the other night I was at a music festival, and I saw him there, and I tried my best to ...

I never thought it was, but one of my friends keeps posting stuff about what is and what isn't consent and I'm not too sure.
So for months this guy asked me every day at least 30 times a day to have sex with him. I keep saying no, but one day I was tired and fed up with his #######4 so I said yes, whatever it takes to shut him up. The next day ...

About 4 years ago, I was 16 and I got very drunk with friends, a group of friends who I saw every weekend. I had a schoolgirl crush on one of the boys in our group and would regularly just sit to one side with him and talk for hours and have a few kisses. Let's call him *Dylan He was a lot older than me, 24 I think he was.
Anyways, during the night ...

I need to know if anyone else goes thru anything like this or if it's just me..
although I don't remember 99.9% of it, we've pieced together that I was drugged for the 4 days I was held. They apparently farmed me out to people they had come to my house as well as taking me to other places for the same thing. The drugs wore off about 3-4 days later and found myself covered ...

I will try to keep this as short as possible because there's so many keep details it would take forever to get into everything leading up to this situation and what happened afterwards. Pretty much, I was raped then sexually assaulted again by an ex boyfriend a month later. I kept quiet about it until the next time where he pushed me against the wall and tried to put his hand up my dress and ...

Hello everyone,
I don't really know if this is the right place to post but I'm really starting to loose my mind on this...Let's get things straight, I was raped and physically hurt by a pedophile when I was twelve. Since then things have gotten ugly, and it's only getting worse. I'm obviously traumatized, I'm afraid of grown men, can't talk to strangers anymore, I've got flashbacks etc...I'm treated by a psychiatrist and a psychologist ...

Hello,
I am a 61 years old Japanese man. ( Sorry for my inadequate English.) I used to be a heterosexual man long time. I had girl friends and happy marriage for 21 years.
My wife passed away on Oct. 10th, 2014.

I reminded frequent male rape from age 13 till 15 = 3 years. Then , I could not masturbate on my genital. Now I am only getting sexual satisfaction only by anal masturbation. ...