News of Psychotic Disorders

Ever since I was young I was pushed by these impulses, Something would trigger me and I will hear complete aggressive sentences ( These sound internal like a louder version of my thinking voice) and it will give me directions what to say,(I know they're directions on what to say because of the tone and words used - even if they do not directly tell me to say something) if I ignore the voices they ...

So for many years i have been extremely uncomfortable about sex, mainly the thought of sexual predators trying to abduct me. It started when i was 8 years old and there was an old man staring at me and following me around an arcade. The adults present informed me that this guy was a creep and to stay away from him which in some ways planted the seeds of paranoia, though it was not as ...

I remember my psychotic episode, a large part of it was physical. I remember a delusion was that it was anarchy outside because the government collapsed and I heard people talking and hollering outside the bar that was across the street and I was basically spasming, shaking uncontrollably in response to that stimulus. Or when I was in a mall with my brother eating food, a delusion was that people could read my thoughts, during ...

For me, hearing voices is and has always been, about exactly what my voices say to me. But I seem to be alone in my obsession with what they say. I have improved my detailed note taking that I undertook from the very start, into scribing what I call transcripts, that are quote unquote in first person the conversations between me and my voices. There are many benefits to these journal notes. They are helpful ...

My voices introduced something called Adam Secant many years ago, which was a computer (program) that swapped words. So when I was thinking out loud (talking) to my voices, I would say one thing, but I would be told they heard something different. For example, I might say "I really like you" but the person I was talking to (I was told) would hear "I really hate you". After a couple of years, Adam Secant ...

Prior to schizophrenia I did acid, nbome twice real LSD once, marijuana daily, salvia, MXE, alcohol, adderall and vyvanse. Post schizophrenia I've only drank alcohol and smoked cigarettes.

Being drunk doesn't give me any hallucinations or delusions at all and thanks to latuda 60mg I don't hallucinate or have delusions ever, nor have i since starting my pharmacological regimen. Benadryl makes me have thoughts inside my head like I heard someone say in my head ...

I haven’t been diagnosed by a professional yet. I am in my 30’s and have never heard any voices before. I have been searching the internet to see if anyone has had a similar experience to what I’m going through right now. I have been hearing the voices of my family members in my head since early December. They know what I’m doing as I’m doing it. I hear them repeat what I’m thinking or ...

I have a feeling that most of my disease is about hostility, more than it is about hallucinations. Am I on my own with this? I often don't realise how nasty I am behaving. I just can't see that next to unfair it is unnesessary. Afterwards I am deeply ashamed/guilty/distressed.

Hi,

My name is Sam. I was Diagnosed with schizophrenia 10 years ago at age 18. I was a very loving person. I still manage to be employed, and before abilify I would give 10% maybe 20% of my income to starving children in Haiti, Africa. Then I was introduced to abilify. And I stopped giving a damn about anything and everyone. I even connected the new doctor and her new medication to some psychotic ...

Hello, I am new as a member but have spent hundreds of hours reading as a guest.
I am currently 22, male, with slightly above average IQ..or I think I used to be above average.
I have always been fascinated with mental illness so I have a lot of knowledge about different
mental disorders.

My fathers first cousin was diagnosed with paranoid schiz. That is the only mentally ill person in the recent family history. ...