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With this pen I'll understand myself and write through my pain.
With this blade I'll cut out the hate that runs through my veins.
With this life I'll think about hurting myself again
Just let me remember the life I never had
And let me forget all that I want to

And all my pain has washed away
All my life I run away from myself
I can't say whats on my mind
I can't ...

i use to be beautiful
and now i'm just ugly
i'm broken and cold at heart
i don't have a soul
everything is ugly
brutal and strick
you hate me because
i have no life
and nothing left of
me is the same
i think i need a pill
or something to keep
these tears away
i break easily
watch me use my fist
to rip out your heart
don't start with me cos i'll ...

A macabre fascination
my morbid fixation

Lestat infatuation
in catacomb suffocation
immortalized devination

ennui stagnation
clairvoyant damnation
my debilitation

insomnia exasperation
loathing in trepidation

catatonic stare contemplation
in camatose retaliation
self-imposed desolation.

:shock: whoa!...sad that noone will comment much huh?...anywho, I find these interesting and deep...keep on writing about your life :lol: Its a s entertaining as this one book I was read called the "Torn Skirt"<awsome...even thoungh I only could take her on vicariously :roll:

Uneven

All I see is dust and bone
I’ve got friends but I’m alone
The way out is the way you control
I’m all you are without the soul
You live now I live in the past
Don’t care what you do it wont last
I’m annoyed by your actions
Wait to see the pseudo-reactions

Don’t you hate this
I’m dying to say this
Don’t you hate this

Blood on my hands and fire in ...

Shut down

This time I wanted it
This time I tried

I wanted to cry
But my tears where dead
Only blood oozed out of my head
My life was ruined by my mistakes
That’s all it takes
Making the same mistakes
Open up and then shut down

I wanted to die
But my arms where weak
Even my reflection looked bleak
My life ruined by your exceptions
Denied actions
Death is my new exception ...

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little girl so scared of falling
broken home_everything just dying

you, you suck the life out of me
your neglected slave
your favorite toy
shove in my face the despicable truth
you like to make me feel like dirt
I despise you with all the powers of my being

what you've done to me
I want to drain your blood out of my veins
to block your voice out of my traumatized head
all these ...

tomorrow i will come out and play
to the morrow i will smile and say
"nothing can bring me down today"

i will run around and wrestle the breeze
i will stay out late untill my toes freeze
play with the mud, build castles from the clay
nothing can bring me down that day

tomorrow i will come out and play
to the rising sun i will smile and say
"nothing can bring me down ...

When the golden sun rises
My lover lay at rest
There may yet not be company
Tho time's a simple jest

When the golden sun rises
I feel my heart at home
From whatever beast is chasing me
I waltz my way alone

When the golden sun rises
I have not fear nor tear
As days of old my life unfold
I cannot come to terms
With all thats lost and never was
Jobs, places, ...