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Yeah. I am a 16 year old who is suicidal. I just really am getting sick of being here on earth like this.... I've told you all time and time again.... i don't wanna have sex with kids.. and i wanna have sex with women. I watch adults porn , i have masturbated in a children's play area about adults even... but so what? I'm obviously a sicko who needs to die. I have been ...

I am a female.
When I was ten I was molested. I was sometimes aroused by the abuse and even sought it out / masturbated afterwards. I remember being aroused by the fact that this man was aroused over me. I can remember feeling scared and guilty too.
I felt guilty for years afterwards until I realised it wasn't my fault. But on some level I still feel guilty.
When I turned 18 I read ...

the following post was not written to make fun of, or to apply any evil intention..

i'm 33 year old single male , diagnosed with add,nvld and OCD, treated with meds., (more on that later).
i never had a relationship, never had sexuall relationship, never even pick up a woman.

i sometimes hang around chat rooms by the nick 33_year_old_virgin, (ever nick i come up with either sounded too confusing, boring and simply didn't work). ...

I was molested at a young age.

Something like that tears a person's life apart. I can't sleep, I can't eat.

I have a whole host of disorders and this abyss of depression that I've drowned in for years.

I feel like human waste, I feel used, abused, dirty. Sometimes I wish I were dead.

The horrible experience will be with me forever. There is no way I can avoid it. It has torn a ...

Or both?

I have a long history of mental illness. I have always suffered with a fear of harming other people, and around age 20 my fears turned into a worse nightmare. (23 now) Inappropriate sexual thoughts I have fixedated on began with teenage girls and eventually regressed to young children. I am terrified that I may suddenly "reach out and grab" a child. I don't want to alarm anyone, and it is important to ...

I am a 16 year old boy. I have just left school. My life is finished.
I have had between 4 and 7 Paedophilic Masturbations since i became Sexually active , at age 12.5.
I am VERY sexually attracted to Adults , and people my own age. I get extremely rapid Erections.
I have been diagnosed with Paedophilia OCD. But I am not sure.
When i was 14 , i was very attracted to a ...

Hi all,

I am sturggling with this issue, and I think i may have OCD, but also think i may be a latent paedophile (possibly OCD though lol ). i just wanted to know when you started having thoughts like this and realised that you were a paedophile? sorry if this seems insensitive or a very bold question to ask, just i really am sturggling with this and just wanted to know more about how ...

Hey all, I have a question. I am literally only turned on by transformation porn...specifically, transforming from a "good kid" into a rebellious, delinquent personality (gang member, punk, redneck, whatever). It drives me crazy (in a good way) but sex with either gender does nothing for me.

My issue is that I have always fallen head over heels for girls...I find them beautiful, but they don't turn me on sexually. However, they do drive me ...

If you read my other topic, then read this also.
"I raped my sister. Help." IS A FAKE STORY. I made it up. I don't even have a sister. Sorry I wasted your time.

Basically, I lied because I live a tedious middle-class existence. I have no real relationships, no real accomplishment, nothing to feel guilty about, nothing to feel excited about, etc. I never take any risks, and I always behave according to plan. ...

I’ve been in love with my sister since I was a child. She’s perfect, I cherish her, and I want to spend the rest of my life with her. She knows how I feel and she loves me dearly as a brother, but she’s always subtly brushed my feelings aside. Two days ago, I felt like I couldn’t handle not having her. I came into her room and told her plainly that I wanted to ...