I started noticing paraphilias when i was around 5 years old. I would not like to talk about too many details, but it's not paedophilia - i never harmed anyone.
The problem is that i suffered from dozens of different paraphilias. Some diminished (exhibicionism for example), but i still have a lot of them. Thankfully, i can enjoy normal sexual intercourse with women. But i just don't understand why i have so many paraphilias... why ...