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Carved to the death(self-slaughter)

Cutting deep
Lacking of breath
Stretching the rope
Chained,feeling like ######6 pet
Damned waste of flesh and blood
That must be engraved, torn to pieces
Carved to the death so it can stink of torment and pain

Blood is spraying
Like a water
This razor in my hand
I'am self-slaughter

Self-termination,
Throat-cut, suffocation
Now, I hang like a ######6 dog


Trapped into this damned life
I must leave this ###$' stinkin' ...

I am often depressed, I have suicidal thoughts, bad dreams, I cut myself. I think suffer will never go away, even if I kill myself(though i tried to do it). its simply eternal and this word "eternal" comes to my head all the time-honestly, it scares me. As I sad, this is often, but not always. However, this blackness, depression, hopeless visions lurk deep within me at all times. Sometimes I feel life to be ...

Hi!
I'm a girl from 19 years old and I have Asperger.
In all this years I learned so much that I really look like a normal girl. (and there's no-one who knows that I have Asperger)
But there's still 1 problem: when I'm in love with someone I can't act normal, I'm sooooo shy (when I was younger I was always shy), I can't even talk cause I don't know what to say, and ...

I have a question, do anyone believe that a disorder can be learned?

About 3 months ago I found out that my best friend was a liar.
I had only been good friends with her for around 7 months but we were extremely close.

I found out that day one of our friendship she had been lying to me and our other best friend.
She'd lie about knowing loads about drugs, doing drugs, parents that would do drugs in front of her and talk about it very casually. ...

Something in me told me not to tell you
Never tell you what you want to hear
If I don’t tell you wont fear it
You’ll never know me, even if I wanted to
Tell me why I take this $#%^

Take up everything that’s yours and get out
Get out of my head I’m fed up
Why wont you get out of me
You got to far, I want you out
Please just get ...

Walls are darkened with the stench of blood
Nerves are broken, torn by the end of a knife
My mind is drifting off into seclusion
The bullet will be my last intrusion... upon myself

Forgive me, stay with me, dont leave

Words count the misery
As numbers count my last seconds
Getting away with murder
Even though it was me
Who tore the last vein

Shadows grow when i hide beneath them
People talk $#%^, ...

I am new to the boards , i found them through searching for Huntington's forum. Not many out there and this doesnt even have any post :( I am hoping more will start posting under this topic.

My father has Huntington's disease, so do 3 of his brothers. I was asked 3 years ago to move home and help my mother take care of my dad. I ...

I feel ok when I am with my friends and everything, but when I am by myself I feel alone. I am 14 years old and theres this girl I like, I want to ask her out, but I am paranoid that she will hate me, I feel I am not worth her time. My friends dont understand why I dont ask her out and I just dont feel good enough for her. Kids my ...

I am so glad i found this forum. So many of the stories sound familiar which is a huge relief.

My son is 3.5 yrs and has always been young for his years but is such a sweetheart it didn't seem to be a problem until he hit 3. As with other he has symptoms that could be attributed to autism however his affectionate nature and interest in people made me fight against this diagnosis. ...