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I admire the rest of you for having the strength to go through the battle of grief ... When my best friend (twin flame best friend) died in June 2007, I have been nothing ever since. A big ole nothing ...

The world is dark, cold, and at times almost deadly for me. I have never been able to adjust in these thirteen months. Never. I cry all the time. I can't stop. I can't ...

times have been changing
things are not what they were
i can sense my destination (a trigger of thought)
in mirrors of long loss and nostalgia
i cannot (?) dodge this cosmic destiny
i could be far or perhaps i'm weak
i'm getting nervous...
and i hear the voices again
and they sing...
graciously, just for me...

and then I (we) start to dance, like dark dancers
the voices are shouting out now
and the ...

Ive uploaded a pivot video on youtube a while ago and wanted to share it here, dont pay attention to the repeating scenes i wanted to finish it and was getting a bit lazy so i letted som scenes repeat

http://nl.youtube.com/watch?v=YaGM_xGcnac

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I'm not entirely sure where to start with this, so please excuse me if it's a bit disjointed or awkwardly worded. I'm not sure if any of this constitutes abuse or if there's even anything I can do, but I figured I'd post. I'm not really sure what else to do and I don't really have anyone I can go to for advice, so this is better than nothing.

Also, just a forewarning... I'll try ...

I have ocd and have been to the dr. I make mental lists so I don't forget to do things. I am taking an antidepresent which has helped. Some of the things I did ocd wise, I've gotten past. I used to wash my hands when I was 18, but I quit that somehow. I used to be so bad that I had to make lists to take my meds etc. But whats been bothering ...

Hello All,
Can you tell me if this happens to you too? Voices you hear when you are doing anything, mundane task or something else like doing your own taxes. Or like when you are trying to get your computer to work well, or unraveling a garden hose. Any number of things.
I hear my mother/sibling saying things like, "hurry up, why can't you do things right? why do things always go wrong with you? ...

I am struggling to understand why it always seems that I have to fight for the basic respectful treatment from people. Why I am made out to be the bad guy (girl) when I do not let people to push me around.
I feel disappointed right now. I was making a list of things that I feel anxious about and things I feel good about. The anxious list was overwhelmingly bigger.

I have been working ...

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Please forgive my ignorance in advance.

I have been labeled by psydocs as being dissociative but they think I am more borderline. This confuses me and I've basically tried to ignore the voices (quite a few of them) and the organizational structure of survival in my head. As I've aged it has become more difficult to remain in one single state for one day. It is getting stronger and I getting weaker.
When I mentioned ...