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nothing..

i feel so rotten, ive never felt this bad
no stars in my sky, everything feels so sad
please release me from the pain
please help me slit the vein

negativ reactions when i turn and walk
words wont come out when i tryed to talk
feeling the blood rush to the surface
eyes black out, living in a daze

strapped down to the ground the they hit
i dont know why they like ...

SMILE:

SMILE BITCH SMILE
let me see those teeth
SMILE BITCH SMILE
let me see your heat

laugh it all of, make me feel small
break me down, make me be small
smile you just smile, while im small

just stand there and wait, wait till its to late
wait till i get up and feel the hate, the hate
you intoxicated me with

just kick me again, make me feel like im your friend ...

nobody wants a child that wont function
nobody wants a child that wont do
nobody wants a child that wont love
nobody wants a child that lost its heart
nobody wants a child that cries at night
nobody wants a child that is differant

nobody wants me, nobody cares
nobody loves me, nobody cares

nobody wants a child that lies
nobody wants a child that talks back
nobody wants a child that makes you sad ...

Hearts Unknown:

vision is lost in a pool of drowning thoughts
life i claim through blood and pain
freedom in insanity, the purity of soul
dirt covers the sparks that make my eye live
and clouds cover my once clear mind

nothing remains in my life
nothing dreams can save
injured with wounds that wont heal
blessed with nerves that wont feel

memories lost like children to the sun
scaring off the child in me ...

Remains in Dust

torn from my body like a rag
the hole deepens still
kicked out of life no way back
this hole i need to fill

did it make you happy?
to see me down
did it make you happy?
to see me on the ground
did it make you happy?

drive out the blood with a knife
my mood drowning whole
cast down from what was life
no need now for a soul ...

Your hate

She was ripped away
Didn’t mean to stay
Didn’t come to play
Didn’t like me

Why do you torment me
Why do you resent me
(cuz you don’t like me)

She stole my time
Life ripped in twine
Her love was never mine
She never tried it

Why don’t you love me
Why don’t you care
I gave you time that wasn’t mine

I sit here waiting
My hope deflating
She wont come ...

Self-righteous Suicide

I’m chilled to the bone
Shaking hating fading
This feeling unknown
Shaking hating fading

You left me behind
I feel it all slip away
This demeanor I feel today
Left behind for the vultures to find
This unending scream in my head

The noise is all I hear now
Its to late for me now
I cant do this anymore
The unending pollution
Death is the only solution

The trigger is so attractive ...

Im listening to the new single from Mudvayne : Happy?

and its one of those songs that really makes you want to break out in tears (even though you cant)

just thought id run it by you all :)

Doubt

When was it ever my choice
Was it ever my life
When I picked up that knife
Was it not my choice

I see the blood drip down and I wonder
Every time I cut it bleeds longer
All those scars make me think
All those screams make shrink
And the urge grows stronger

Follow me when I end it all
Read my words before the fall
And answer my prayer

I feel my ...