News of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) Forum

For those who dont know i think im suffering from POCD...
Afcourse like none of you i doubt of it is OCD or not..

Well today i was watching raywilliamjohnson(commedian on youtube) with a friend
of mine, and at the end there is always a girl with huge breasts promoting
t-shirts of raywilliamjohson (=3 ) and my friends reaction was hmmm nice boobs,
i said i didnt find them hot ( and i certainly dont) ...

I actually just made an account here because I was looking though a post made on here a while back about a woman who play with her hair all the time and picked at her scalp. I was reading and there was a vague mention of it being OCD or a form of trichotillomania (sp?).

So, I guess my question is what would that be categorized as? I am 20 and I have been playing ...

Can OCD make you doubt your sexuality
Can OCD make it feel like the thoughts are real
Can OCD make you have disturbing thought and not be worried bout it
Can OCD make you doubt your diagnosed by a dr
Can OCD make you question your childhood
and can OCD rewrite your history

Can OCD make you doubt that you have OCD
I had a thought about sucking penis when I was in a bath I never get these but does OCD make you have those thoughts
Can OCD make you think of disgusting thoughts and actually believe it

Well I wanna keep it brief. I'm 21 male. I have been watching porn for years now, mostly I used to watch lesbian porn. But recently for couple of months I've shifted to watching blow job videos, that is videos of girls who give blow job to other men.

Now the problem is after watching some videos, my mind is automatically replacing those girls I watch to me. So whenever I see any person, I ...

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This is my last post because I don't think reading this website helps me well here's my story let me just say I've only had 3 homosexual thoughts in my entire life and I shook em off as nothing because everyone gets intrusive thoughts I've had 2 gfs and alot of sex with them I've been threw dramatic changes also my mate moved overseas for 2 years my other mate committed suicide me and my ...

Me and mate were laying in separate beds and I was just laying rubbin my balls while watching tv i looked over to see if my mate was awake I realized. My hand on my dick while lookin at him I panicked is this panic over doing I wasn't masturbating over him but when I looked overci was still playin myself

Here's what happened never questioned my sexuality before never doubted myself I've had gay thoughts 3 times in my life but bumped it off but this time it was different my mate was leaving Australia for 2 years and me and him mates went out drinking and I was fairly drunk but I had 1 gay intrusive images/thoughts it freaked me out but I ignored it til next morning I woke up panicking asking myself ...

> Ok it's a long story.
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> First off, im a 16 year old boy and my name is michael.
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> 2 years ago i have been bullied with things like gay, pedo, girl, weirdo, etc
etc. Those things they said were all based on lies, they needed a victem i
guesse.
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> Since then i alsways had a little doubt about if i was gay or not, i was a
little ...