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Hello my name is Thomas i am 21 years old. For the past 2 years or so i've been suffering from intrusive thoughts. In the first year i kept being obsessed with death , i was so afraid every day that i was going to die. I told my parents about this and we went to the doctor with my problem and they told me it was all anxiety and that i shouldn't be worrying ...

Hey I can't take this hocd memories if it's even that it all started when me and my mates went out drinking I was fairly drunk I had a thought of kissing my mate on the cheek and saying happy birthday and I'll miss you when you leave Australia for 2 years then i thought wow that thought was abit gay and I started to panick about I brushed it off and said I'll deal ...

Hocd returned what the hell I've been dismissing every hocd thought I've been having I've been saying yah whateva I'm gay and I've been going good but now it's back and in my head constantly thinking about it I've been doing Erp daily what do I do to get rid of this

Well, here it goes.

The past few (Four, maybe five?) years I’ve dealt with what I believe is commonly referred to as “intrusive thoughts”. Specifically, I deal with thoughts of violently beating my own mother. This is often caused by preexisting frustration which culminates in the intrusive thought, often leaving me feeling exhausted, and of course, guilty. It is very difficult to talk about, and I honestly think it may have strained my relationship with ...

Ok I know that I'm not ment to ask for reassurance, but has anyone had something simular before.
1 having a tight feeling in your testicles ( sorry ) a feeling like you need to release but you just have no motivation to do so. Your mind kind of telling you, you like it but you don't.
And I found when I got to think about girls or I see a girl I get a ...

help me someone please I can't go on tihnking like this

Hi all,

Just wanted to share something that's new to me and that I don't quite know how to handle.
I have had POCD for years now. But last night I had some weird dreams. Throughout, I was very aroused (excuse the graphic nature of this!)...it was almost like a 'sex'dream. I remember at one point there being a lot of little girls round for some reason, and I ended up 'letting go' and enjoying ...

Ok so i think i have pedophillia OCD.

And yesterday i watched a movie and there was a little girl in it and strangly enough, everything went fine.
Then i went to bed and get some sleep.
Thi morning when i was hald asleep, half awake , i normally create a fantasy world because its more fun then the real world. But this timd i tried to imagine me with a girl i like (she ...

...when you were growing up? I think mine was. Deceit filled my head with a lot of strange beliefs that the adults knew were false but apparently didn't care to correct. I remember having skeptical thoughts from an early age, but they were usually dismissed ("You can't prove my _____ doesn't exist") or discouraged ("Every time someone says, 'I do not believe in fairies,' somewhere there is a fairy that falls down dead," "If you ...

hi i have this recurring thought that im a pedophile...ive never molested children or wanted too…. yet i fear that i am because the thought has been something that comes to mind sporadically… i saw a picture of 2 boys and found to myself that they were attractive… but they werent that young like 13/14…. i dont have innapropriate desires and i really dont want to be a pervert…. but for some reason i just ...