News of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) Forum

Hi, Ive recently had an obsession about a child abuse scene i've read in a book about 10 years ago. The scene was about an old man who exposed himself in front a child and asked him to touch his erect penis. The thought recently just appeared in my mind and had been nagging me since.

Everytime I woke up, I would immediately remember the scene and would be slightly aroused by it and have ...

Okay, so am not sure what i am anymore.

I am a 22 year old guy whos about to finish up college and is opting for higher studies. So, the reason i made this is to hopefully be able to talk to other people since people around me irl are rather not educated about topics like these.

So, to start off, i used to be alot feminine when i was very, like,super young, having shoulder ...

i lost my mobile in cab on dec 17, 2019, n i cant stop hoping i'd get it back. i tried all options, police complaint, customer care of sim... but they wont help. their attitude is too laid back.

my friends told me to let it go. but i cant. i got stressed even when i lost my water bottle in college a few months ago.
how do i let it go... i dont even ...

I have compulsively checking lately by reading erotic adult/child molestation stories meant for pedos and pictures of naked kids, I am getting groinal responses sometimes. Other times I don't. What if I enjoy this? I am probably getting the impulse to masturbate to kids again and it is freaking me out. I am afraid I like little girl's butts and vulvas!!

I also get intrusive thoughts of becoming a child molester or wanting to become ...

Before I tell you about my POCD vs. Pedophilia story, I wanna tell you why I don't wanna be a pedo.

Pedos are known for correlating with child molesters, and it's scary. I don't wanna harm anyone, I don't wanna harm my sisters nor harm any child. It sucks, it's painful.
Another thing is how you can't date a woman that's your age, you feel as if it's scary, now I'm attracted to women my ...

I am a 22 year old gay male (I hope...) I had never once questioned my gender identity until TOCD popped into my head 45 days ago as I was waking up. I have always been pretty masculine. I've never crossdressed or wished to be a woman, I've enjoyed things like building muscle, getting more body hair, finally being able to grow a beard, etc. After bottling up the TOCD for a month plus I ...

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Ppl with ocd are in short too sensitive, and the brain reinforces the sensitivity through constant worry. The only way to beat is to cut off the worry pattern consistently for long enough, then symptoms fade. Check out the video this guy explains it thoroughly enough for most worriers. Pretty sure it will help immensley. Watch it all the way through.

P.s confidence is key to dispelling worry ...

So I have been crying for months now about this and it feels so real.

Since I was a child I had sexual obsessions and also other forms of OCD like thinking my house would blow up or someone would break in.

Anyways so up until this year I never kissed or had sex because I had a weird upbringing and couldnt talk to boys I was sheltered and emotionally abused but I always liked ...

Time to post yet another thing nobody will respond to...
So, for the past few days, I have been consumed by the possibility that I might be attracted to little girls' v*lvas (specifically this one particular one that I imagined but haven't seen in real life or anything). It feels so real, and I'm scared I could really be an actual p*deophile. My mom and my friends say I'm not, but I worry that I ...

I hate ocd.
I really need help. The other day I didn’t stop for a pedestrian because there wasn’t a pedestrian crossing. I was driving and he walked close to my car and yelled ‘SLUT’. I got angry. Long story short, I parked the car and yelled at him. He was across the road by then.
At first I felt good for sticking up for myself but normally I would drive away and not confront ...