News of Hope

If anyone withes to argue with me, then I will expect you to subscribe to the following:

Noitartst's Debating Principles

1. Always answer the question according to the question.

2. The emotion behind the question never excuses mistreating the question.

3. If you ask hard questions, expect nothing less from others, as per the Golden Rule.

4. Building a compliance ladder of questions is more than acceptable.

5. The question not only has complete power ...

I hope I am in the right forum for this. I had Borderline Personality Disorder for close to 30 years. I couldn't stand the way I was; the rages, the depression, the anxiety, the inability to control my moods, etc.

Something inside me told me that I was NOT ok with just accepting myself this way, as BPD and nothing more. I started to go against common psychiatry and psychology in finding answers and trying ...

Hello psychforums! I would like to introduce myself. I think I'll write this message stream of consciousness style and possibly go through and edit the unnecessary parts, though I usually find editing painful. Perhaps that was already unnecessary. Well, I'm here as ravenseldoncat; the name comes from the derogatory nickname for Hari Seldon in Isaac Asimov's Forward the Foundation(not the best book, but I read it as a part of the series), except I added ...

I don't even know what to call this. I trusted my best friend, and he lied to me. He broke my trust and my heart. I didn't want to go that far, but he had already pulled out his penis. We didn't have sex, but we went far enough. I'm young, and at first I said no. Then I gave into the sympathy card and went along with it. I don't know what to call ...

Thanks to Evol222 and OneBraveGirl for their idea for this thread and encouragement from panzerfaust, I have decided to act upon it. What is it for, you ask? If one could speak to every soul in the world, what would you say? What words of guidance, wisdom, peace, and love could you offer? This also goes for expressing what you believe should change.
This may seem pointless to some but, in it's honest entirety, this ...

well after a lot of thought and spending more time than usuqal out of the house, i think i am on the road back to being self sfficient. I went two places in one weekend and walked to the store by myself for a change. Well maybe not self sufficient but at least able to function in the real world outside of the four walls of my bed room. I finally saw my litle brother ...

So I did some therapy for some issues and it kind of put me in the opposite direction I wanted in life and because of this I feel like Ive completely lost hope in life. I feel it too, like my whole left side of my body (where my heart is) is completely weaker than my right side. Im seeing a psychiatrist right now for different reasons but he just ignores the fact that I've ...

Hello, I've been thinking of seeing a therapist to help sort out certain things. I've been thinking of seeing a life coach, so I can learn what I want for the future, what I really want, etc. That's one things that's been on my mind. Another thing is that I have problems with re-thinking about the past, and letting go. I know keeping busy will help in the short term, though I will still re-think ...

What I always feel before, life is emptiness but now I can feel Life. It doesn't empty anymore. It's just a mystery and complicated. I don't really know what have been waiting for me and what I am going to feel. I can feel life isn't so hard sometime now.

What have been happened to me that make me feel that way. All my life, I live life as I'm someone that I don't really ...

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