Hey guys GF 144 days. But these days having a really hard time. Keep working to take away my thinking from gambling but debts are incredible, i have less than 4 euros a day, i want to drive to GA meeting to feel better, but 15 euros for gas is impossible to get. After that i keep thinking about things that i shouldn't - amount of money when i gambled 5000 thousands lost, 4000 thousands.. ...