I don't think I'm a masochist.
I dislike pain. I'm afraid of pain; it's my only real phobia.
If I feel as though I'm going to get hurt, I get very cautious and hesitant.
However, I like the thought of myself being injured.
I'm not attracted to the pain, but towards the injury.
Whenever I daydream, it's about me being a hardcore, bad*** action hero who has bad things happen to him.
I daydream of ...