News of Dissociative Identity Disorder Forum

Hello Everyone, I'm new here. I have Bipolar Disorder and Depersonalization Disorder, but I'm thinking that might be wrong. I wonder this because I have been noticing lots of small memory laspses, often times i dont recognize myself, and sometimes find myself talking to myself without noticing its me talking.

One example of a memory lapse that I discovered was when my grandfather died about 10 months ago. I was living with my parents at ...

Before I met my husband, I was in a long-term, codependent, mostly unhealthy relationship.

During that relationship, we traveled to the Grand Canyon.

Tonight, after watching a movie that includes a Grand Canyon scene, my husband asked me if I thought it was beautiful when I was there. The best I could say was, "I thought it was overwhelming. I'd like to see it with you so I could see its beauty."

One of my ...

Hey everyone, I'm having a strange time right now accompanied by even stranger feelings in general as I can feel my did is progressing. The alts are making themselves known now more than ever not just to me but to many people I know as well. I feel as if I'm reaching this point of no return. I'm scared, we all are. We haven't had therapy for over a week now and wont be seeing ...

What now?

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I was talking to a friend today and she informed me that she had talked to Alex. That's big in the first place, since Alex never talks to anyone. Besides being kinda suicidal (which is normal for her) she apparently said that she knew what happened to cause all of this. I tried talking to her about it, but she won't talk to me because she said that "no one ever listens to me. you ...

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I havent posted on here yet and i really wish i woulda had my own username but i agreed to post here under the cores login name so whatever. im here right now because Julia really didnt want me to come out during xmas with the fam so i agreed to post on here. for some reason she thinks im destructive ...

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I have been lurking as a guest on the forum for a while now. Looking for help and or advice from anyone who has the time and patience to read.

I don't know if what I have is DID or not but for me it's the closest explaination I've found to my situation. Unlike most I have read there are only two of us; one host, one alter. I told my now husband about ...

This is the hardest time of year for me. I need someone to text or send AIM messages or e-mails to, I really do. The Core can't be out because of all the flashbacks and traumatic memories. Since he can't be out, it falls on Lily, Spirit, and myself. Spirit can't come out and Lily doesn't know how to be out much longer than 5 minutes so it all falls back onto me. I normally ...

Met with my psych yesterday. We had a great session. I like him, although my on-going therapy is with a psychologist. The two of them confer, and I like them both.

I did some things for me and my alters yesterday, sort of went on a field trip and a little adventure, all of it safe, just touristy stuff in a nearby big city. We had fun. On purpose!

I felt better today as a ...