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We made host run away because he was going to kill himself. We made padadox run away becouse she was going to help him. Nick hates us, so he gave up. It is just me and Her now, I am really scared, and she is really mean all the time. I dont know what to do. If I let host back, he will kill himself, if I let paradox back, she will kill herself. Nick ...

Hi I'm Rochelle,
I am a insider of Marie.
I recently had to leave my brother at home alone because he has been getting real bad temper tantrums and when he does it is scary.
Cronan can go absolutely crazy and throw $#%^ at his computer and smash things but recently he has been trying to lash out at me I came out just to get away from him.
I have tried to get him ...

Hello Im new to this board I have no were to turn..My T has told me I have DID.. What I dont understand is how do I talk to my others???? I dont even know how many they are or names or how old..My T says I do have a child like alter..(So has my husband) I also have a very sexual one as well..I have blocks of my childhood I cant remember...But most of ...

I mean, really. Do you all know what you really are? Because you are neither humans, nor spirits. I don't want to offense anyone. I want to find out what I am. I know that once a person with DID dies, that person becomes an alter. We have some in our system that were people, real people. They showed me things I would never think that are real, but they are. For instance me, Claire, ...

I dont know much about it, but somone I trust say that me and the other people are parts of the real person that split away, does that mean the real person is all of the people?

I know it's pretty standard for alters to have different ages to what their birth certificates say. Some age, some don't. Some suddenly "catch up" when they resolve some specific issue that froze them in time. Some others just have their age as a part of who they are.

What's the story with some alters under the age of twenty having ages that jump around? Why can the one alter be nine on Monday, twelve ...

How was your Christmas/New Year's/holiday season?

What does this time of year mean to you? Has its meaning changed over the years?

Do your alters have their own view of this time of year? Or, alters: What does xmas mean to you?

Do you and/or your system members have any reflections on this past xmas?

Feel free to share or elaborate on as much or as little as you want.

i'm not the host. just to make that clear. although she's co-conscious now. she's just feeling really tired and sick. i'm not even posting for myself, but i figured it would be nice if i posted for her because her spelling skills aren't all that great. which makes sense, she's only 4. but we don't really know all the rules here yet, so...yeah.

anyway, baby and some of the other littles (and yeah ok me ...

One of my alters are afriad of getting in the car and hesitates but once she is in she is okay she also has a fear of getting out again which causes my body to freeze up and take its time to move. I have tried to ask her why she is afraid but have not had any success in recieiving an answer.

Any ideas on what may be going on here?

Cheers Marie

Hi, please excuse my spelling as i am dyslexic.

I am a multiple and have had permission to post a few of the things they have written down that now we look back on and laugh at.

At first these things were scary and very very threatening but then as we all began to work together, things started to make sence.

Here are some things that they have said to me in the past

*Everything ...