News of Dissociative Identity Disorder Forum

So I feel like I'm back at square one. We didn't see our therapist for over a month because she was gone on vacation for christmas. I was also in jail for the first time in my life for 12 days sitting out a DWI charge from over 1.5 yrs ago (long story but somehow we managed in there...but it was crazy...). Anyways when I got out of jail, Helper was out for quite a ...

IT BRINGS US ALL TOGETHER...
What are your favorite songs? Bands? Genres, if you don't like to be specific.
and also, can we compile a list of all the wanky songs that talk about "IM A DIFFERENT PERSONNNNN"
because i find those hilarious.

I like Tool, APC, Puscifer, and Deftones mostly. On a Modest Mouse binge lately though.
Good Soldier likes Vivaldi. Poncey things.
Anne likes Joni Mitchell.
Honey likes...Sia? I think.
Rook isn't a ...

Someone inside told me that years ago, she and another person inside joined together and became the same person. I know that back in middle and high school I had a personality that I thought was just "another side" of me and I would find myself doing unusual things that I would never do and going by that name more often than not (I don't even remember 95% of middle/high school which was only between ...

Hello if anybody wants to pm me to have a private chat about anything and everything feel free too as i think i can help to a certain extent.

A pit of despair
Trying to dig ourselves out of this deep hole
Dirt caving in
Rivers of tears fall
Mix with the earth
Now drowning
In a thick pit of sticky mud
Struggling
Efforts in vain...


Sorry to anyone whose threads I needed to reply to today. I just can't manage.
We don't sign our names

I'm hoping to inspire and give some hope with this sort post.
I received help here, and wanted to give back.

I have DID.
I once believed that I would never be able to accomplish anything, I slept 20 hours a day,
switched constantly, and constantly fought with myself to stay alive.
I actually never truly 'awoke' until only a few years ago, and found that someone else had been living for me.
Hope is ...

I haven't posted here in a while, but this has been bothering me.

I have one alter who's named himself Cat. I'm kind of afriad of pain, but he's very masochistic and has the tendency to cut me with the tips of scissors when he comes out. I have several scars across my arms from these escapades with the scissors. The thing is, I don't know why sharp things are triggers for him, because I've ...

Whew, haven't posted here in a couple of weeks. ^^; But yeah, getting to the main point. Lately, for whatsoever no reason at all, I've been having sudden 'bursts' of emotions. Like I could be entirely happen one minute, then the next just bawl. I don't know what's happening-- because right now it's actually quite stress free, but my rib problems and headaches are getting worse as well. Then sometimes when I'm in the shower, ...

My brother's wife and I do not get along. I want to, but I cannot find it within me to forgive her. She's generally annoying, I don't enjoy spending time with her, she creates conflict and is condescending on a daily basis. I let comments against me slide but when she says things about my friends or my family, I speak up and we quarrel. And she's so over sensitive and constantly takes offense where ...

Recently, I have been trying to analyze myself when "switching," (by means of camcorder) and have noticed that when I "switch" that my muscles seem to spasm, ranging from a neck twitch, to full body. I was trying to identify if certain personalities twitch in a certain way, yet all the data (besides what I have previously typed) has been dealeted by Xana. My question is if this is a norm, if certain personalities do ...