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I feel like crying for who I was and can no longer be.
I feel like crying for who I have become and do not want to be.
I can't cry. I can't go back. I can't go forward.
I know I have had major changes in who I am from time to time. For years at a time. But I don't lose my name or major things like that.
I am doubting that I ...

Since I just started therapy, I'm a little nervous about how it will progress. So I was wondering: What sort of techniques do you therapists use? From talking to other things, I know there's got to be a few.

M therapist wants to start me on EMDR on our next appointment. I barely understood what it is and what I do during.

So, yeah, therapy techniques?

HI

well umm. question yeah...

I'm half human half animal.. I switch into a 'wolf mode' as my host calls it when I'm in some form of turmoil. But that side of me has completely dissapearred. Emotionally I have been healthier but I don't feel right without the presence of this other side off me.
I miss that side of me. Is there anyway that I could try and reconnect to this side without it ...

In tenth grade I began sensing 'presences' inside of me. A girl with a British accent would frequently tell me off for being irresponsible and dumb. I deemed her my conscious, yet she had an appearance and a name: Jane. While she would tell me off, a 17 year old boy would speak in a calmer and kinder voice with Jane. They would often argue back and forth. I didn't know his name, but I ...

I'm taking over this post :twisted: :twisted: (with love :) )

have you explored beyond the DID forum... -Barry

Just saw this... wondering what people think of it.

I had a dream a few nights ago, and I can't stop thinking about it. In my dream, and when I woke up, I knew this had to do with my inner world and alters...but it wasn't my usual inner world, so it has me a bit confused. It could just part of the inner world that I have and just haven't seen yet....or maybe it was simply just a dream. How do you tell ...

I need help. It's hard enough just for me to write. I'm losing my ability to do casual things altogether. Lately everything has been becoming very tough. Time is shrinking so much, and I can't get my medication presently until I have a little money, although I have my prescriptions.

I want to switch. Things are so much easier when I'm switched. I switched today to my caretaker alter, and it was nice. I got ...

*Trigger Warning!!*

So... we lost Rebel... she died... not too long ago, actually... about an hour or so ago...

For those that don't know, Rebel had attempted to "kill" herself (inside) late Saturday night, and has been unconscious in a hospital room inside our inner world since. (The thread about it, explaining more and about why, is here: http://www.psychforums.com/dissociative-identity/topic106368.html). And now she's gone...

Rain was going to post a status report on the other thread, ...

I read a couple threads about it but I am not sure I entirely understand. How exactly do you search for alters?