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Reality. Memories. Do they exist? Are the thoughts that feel foreign really just my own? Talking to myself like a less insane Smeagol is also a problem. People look at me funny. Then I reply in a harsh voice "Shut up. You're embarrassing yourself." Do this, say this, I hate you. A weird letter left somewhere. It has weird handwriting. To neat and tidy for my own. I remember watching as I wrote it later... ...

I'm curious about what makes and introject. The idea kind of confuses me.

Does the introject have to look like the abuser or person?
Can an alter be an introject if they say their goal is to complete an abuser's "mission" so to speak (or what is perceived as a "mission")?

I had other questions but I'm feeling really hazy and can't think well. The reason I'm asking is because my alter Lilith has repeatedly ...

me and sarah talkd abowt the pepl and we ar al yumy.

im a smart cuky.
jens a tuf cuky.
jess is a frut kak.
teen is a swety pai.
my frind is a browny bit.
the tuins ar sprinkls.

and sarahs not in the sistim but shes pop roks.

:)

Eesh, so I got off to a rough start. I spoke with the moderator and I was brought to realize that I had gravely miscommunicated. I'd like to establish a place in this community, and this thread is my attempt at such. I will share my opinions here, attempting to use less caustic language. Please bear in mind, if you choose to read the rest of this post, that the views shared are my opinion, ...

Hello everyone

i've posted here before, wondering if i might have DID, the therapist thinks i suffer of some dissociative disorder, where different parts of me "takes over".
i've had episodes where i've been yelling and screaming at my partner and a close friend, but i have no memory of doing it. i have a very bad memory, even though i always thought it was good....for some strange reason:S

i had an episode of cutting ...

I need to switch. I have ALL of the symptoms, but the switching won't occur. That's the only way that this will be taken seriously by the people in my life and it would finally take my denial away completely. I've read the posts on here about relaxing and stuff, but it won't work. I just hate this doubt when it feels so real to me.

I normally don't experience anxiety when walking around my local shopping centre but I had a very bizarre experience today. I'd gone to the opticians to book at eye test and found myself feeling a bit nervous and soon Scott's charisma and charm started to come out of my mouth so I figured hey, i'll just let it happen. My anxiety was still there but it felt distant. Once all was done I headed off ...

Salted Lipstick edit- I have split the following comments off from the original thread at this point dissociative-identity/topic97494-120.html#p1044693
so as not to distract from the purpose of the original thread and to allow for trigger warning


I'm honestly disappointed. There was a moment where you were able to convince yourself that you did not have this psychological fracture... and what the mind believes about itself is often made true ...

I'm really sad right now. I hate feeling like this. How do I make it stop? I feel so incompetent and dumb.

Why do you feel that way?

I don't know, but I feel like I'm gonna throw up.

It'll be okay. I promise. Is there anything I can do to stop it?


No. I'm gonna have a panic attack. I want Asher here.


Just take a deep breath. I can feel ...

Today in therapy I could not get control. It's only second therapy session with this DID specialist but I fought for the first half of the session with one part who would not give me control of the body. I kept leaping a little bit forward and she would take over again. Eventually we contained the flashback that was causing me to switch so much in this past week and I (the host) was able ...