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Ok, this is very likely not going to make sense to anyone, sure does not to me but I have to get it out of my system (no pun intended).

*Trigger warning for pseudo-religious-heretic rant mentioning dark entities*

So, many systems we have met, including our own, contain entities that could be considered „dark“ or „demonic“. There are angry, nasty, violent alters out there. We have a few of our own. We are fully aware ...

We're about to go to visit our old city. I don't want to. We'll have to see people that I don't want to see. I will explode. Leslie (Host) thinks it's all on purpose, but I can't help it. I don't know why I react so crazily to everything. I can't be in public, around girls, or loud noises. I don't know how to be calm. Oh and the anger kills me. I get so ...

Uh, hi there. I'm not really sure what to say anymore. We had a plan, and we stuck with it all through opening a new email account for us and this forum account, and writing that thread title, and then it came to actually writing about it and they left me again and I am just confused and nervous and even more disbelieving. Again.

Okay, I'm just going to throw a lot of information at ...

How do you know, did you know fairly quickly or was it a gradual realisation?

How did you find out, did you accept it easily or did you fight it?

Was it someone else who brought it to your attention, or were you aware of it before?

What age did it develop in retrospect, what age were you when you realised?

How aware are you of your alters, I know some of you have clearly ...

I apologize if my username and/or former signature had any triggering effects on any user, it was never my intention to cause any harm. I am currently waiting for my username to change to "Dom the Singleton". I anyone has any other questions/concerns, please do not hesitate to PM me.

Hello all, I'm glad to have found this forum. It's a bit scary for me posting here, because I'm so unsure of whether or not I'm deluding myself...this will be one long rant and introduction.

Let me start with some basics: I've long been diagnosed with CPTSD. It's pretty disabling, I had the childhood trauma and all. Well, between the ages of 19-23 I was hospitalized 3 times for suicidal behavior. The last time I ...

Hello, I am Alice Moon, the Alter for Kim, I am 13 and I am very shy person, but I am friendly and sweet. But I get scared of getting attached to others.

But now to tell you where we all disappeared too, Kim started to raise her youngest nephew, while her heart started to act up with panic attacks and she even had a heart attack two or three times since we last been ...

I have decided to write this in order to set an example for the others (Gabrielle in particular.) I would rather not do this but internalizing such pain is unhealthy and I find that it is hurting Gabrielle as well so it might as well be said here.

Today, Valentine's Day of all days, I have finally let it sink in and get it through my head that while my love was real it was ...

i cant seem to switch out. i keep trying to go inside to get someone, but i cant. every time i try to go inside its like i get pulled back out. no one else seems to be around. i tried some of the triggers i know of for LElly, but it doesnt seem to be working.

advice?
-Jess

Some time ago--I donno... let's just say, a year... I had what my therapist later described as a near-death experience. I was upset and confused, which is a dangerous emotional cocktail, but more than that I was totally lost in my self. I drank heavily, took way too many pain killers and laid down with some objects and some glasses on that I got from my sister's house. I thought I was going to die. ...