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So I'd say i've pretty much got myself figured out. I've finally discovered that what I've suffered from for all these years is DID and I understand what each alter represents and I have perfect communication with them. I guess the one thing that is unclear, or at least has been unclear is why I developed it. I posted a while ago about my very vivid imagination as a child and how that would often ...

is it possible that the alter is your real Dad/Mom who abused you or gave you too much pressure? and the alter (looks like your Dad/Mom) hates the original personality quite much??

and is there any similar case??

if possible, what are the possible solutions in order for them to cooperate better? (the alter even doesn't know he himself is an alter, but thought that he is really the real Dad/Mom)

hope someone get what ...

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I made this to express my gratitude to everyone on this site. We all work as one big system ourselves, if you think about it. You all are so helpful and I try to help you guys with what I can. Feel free to pm me with anything if you ever need anything.

Thank you all for helping me with denial, panic attacks, frequent questioning and ...

we
ask
cassandra
what
cassandras
frustrations
were.


~s
h
a
y~

And she began to type this response, which turned into a conversation. We decided that we would post it here.

~The Hawk 8)



*Trigger Warning: Expressing frustrations, possible angry ranting, and discussion among each other*(We will be color-coding the post according to our signature colors so that it's better organized).

Question: Why are you frustrated?

Answer: ...

Hello again, I recently wrote an introduction and many of you were kind enough to answer my questions and concerns. I do have a couple more questions I probably already read the answers to, but am so tired lately I just wanted to know for sure.

I read that hosts (or ANPs, that's me) don't feel a lot of emotion. I am mostly calm, and I get emotional amnesia. But I do get intense emotions ...

So! I'm mainly just posting this here because I wanted to share some stuff with people who would get what I'm talking about. Also a sort of update on what's been going on in the system.

I think today was the first time I actually looked in the mirror and actually saw myself. My hair was the right length, I was tall enough, eye color, shape... Everything was right! ...

Lettin me post! So frickin happy! So The big gal desided to be the frickin chill and let us post! Any one else? Any one??

Do not be insane. Behave yourself.

Yeah Yeah. I got that big guy. I meant any one else have anything intresting to say? I mean come on! This is a bit thing! Its been over a year sense we were aloud to do stuff. Any stuff. Unless we were in ...

**MASSIVE TRIGGER WARNING*: Angry ranting ahead. Please be advised that Shay does not mean to offend, nor hurt, nor upset anyone and simply needs to vent. Please understand that this is spoken out of pure emotion and most of what she says she does not truly/fully/entirely mean.**

shay
sick!!

sick
of
all
this!!

sick
of
our
denial!!

sick
of
everyone
elses
denial!!


sick
of
people
on
here
doubting
selves!!

shay
know
it
hard
to
believe!! ...

Well, not the VERY NEXT one, but one in April. When, in Abnormal Psychology, we're covering DID. Oooh boy. The instructor and most of the class knows about us. They see our switches in class, or when things trigger us, such as (WARNING) abuse, or conditioning (END).

One toe out of line, one joke to be made, one wrong bit of information, and he's dead.

Yeah.. Mae's not so happy with him, as he made ...

I'm normally rather skeptical when it comes to stuff like this and don't believe much in what it has to say but I was aware of the Myers-Briggs personality types and decided to find which I was through several tests available on the internet. Every time I got the same one so I'm fairly sure that's what "I" am. I was intrigued because although a lot of its description fits me I knew that a ...