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Depression, Anxiety, Apathy, No Gratitude or Empathay

I believe I am not the same as normal, straight or real people. Since childhood I have been an entitled, selfish, hateful person with little or no regard for people or authority. The law only holds value when I can twist it to my advantage. I have self medicated since 1988. I will lie, cheat, manipulate to get what I want. I am extremely negative, have depression, anxiety, apathy a touch of ocd and PTSD ...
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Hitting rock bottom + maybe hopefully some good aim

So, yesterday I drank myself to sleep and while I was at it I relapsed into SH. I hit rock bottom, lost everything I worked towards my whole life. I fell out of college (again). University education was what all I ever wanted and dreamed of. Because of Covid-19 (a major part in this all) I can no longer afford it anymore. I've been supported financially mainly by my parents, but because of the pandemic ...
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Back in the pit...

I've had issues with depression for the majority of my life. About eight years ago I attempted suicide and ended up in the hospital. Since then I've had my depression more-or-less under control. Recently I've been going to college and I've fallen into the deepest depression I've felt in years.

I panic when I'm alone. The sense of loneliness is so overwhelming I can't bare it. That little voice in my head that tells me ...
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Feeling Lonely

Thiis was the second time i am posting about my loneliness.I am so distant from my home and i feel very strange here ,feel like idont belong to this place and am struggling to fit in.my close friends are just trying to do things that doesnot involve me and i feel i am lost.I am strugglibg because this need to survive here in this city.I need to make some money save some money so i ...
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fed up of work and everything

im so depressed at the moment, all ive been doing is lying in bed all day and im meant to be going away tomorrow but I dont want to see anyone or talk to anyone, or carry on.
I got emails from work - I have adjustments for having bipolar disorder ( dont work nights) and for arthritis, and they are basically accusing me of making up the fact I have adjustments and saying they ...
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Started The Job Have Worries And tensions

I have started the job as a Telecaller And i feel So negative as well as so positive abt my decisions.i have little bit comparmentalization so the two dont go together.I have discomfort of Leaving my home ,my mother and also great anxiety that i may need to live mt life alone far from home without the help of mt mother.it was always a comfort zone but you know i need to be a matured ...
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Jaded and cynical

I am a 20 years old NEET with no motivation to change anything about it.

For the longest time I was told to 'grow up', that things like passion, enthusiasm and enjoyment are childish and I need to grow out of these things. So now that I'm an adult, I did grow out of them.
However, it sucks. It stripped me of all hope and motivation. And the only way I'm able to feel happiness ...
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my friend tried to commit suicide

My friend suffers with depression like I do and today they tried to starve themselves to death. I couldn't do anything about it but try and help them via text messages.

I feel awful about this but I threatened to call an ambulance to get them hospitalised. They begged me not to because they really didn't want to go. I asked them to promise me to at least drink a glass of water. I hope ...
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Bizarre switch in my mood

These past few months my mood had been pretty mixed in that I felt quite down, self-critical and planning to do loads of tasks but never getting them done. Last week I experienced an episode of some sort, where I became extremely paranoid that people were going to come to my house and harass me, which I had no reason to believe. The day after this happened, my vision changed and everything seemed really euphoric ...
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Lonely

I am becoming so much depressed and suicidal nowadays.most of my friends have gone outside for jobs and i felt that i will be alone and i dont feel i will get a Job bevause i lack skills and i have n confidence to get a job.I am so much struggling inside to Feel Okay.I am taking therapy buti know therapist cant help you get a job and have life.I need to establish myself and ...
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