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ive noticed how so many people are depressed and have no friends so i thought id try something out

below is my ms messinger email address if any any any one feels lonely they can talk to me and vise versa .

admin@obitus.co.uk

any one else else who wants to join in post their ms messenger addresses.

i dont know how much longer i can hang on, how much longer i can keep living behind this mask. the people around my just make things worse. i want to go back, before any of this happened... i want to be back in the place that i could call home. it just seem so easy to let go, to just give up... it is so hard to get up in the morning and contine ...

this is going to be pretty long but please take the time to read it...
my name is kevin, i am 15 and have been struggling with depression for 6 years and post traumatic stress syndrom for 2 (i was raped at my school). i had been hiding my depression from my parents up until i slit my wrist while at a boarding school (they expelled me for that). after that i started trying to ...

I'm new to all this ..so I just wanted to say "hi!" to everyone. I've been depressed for a while now...to the point where i'm just sick of crying and dwelling on myself. As much as I want to stop being depressed and just be happy...it's really hard. I just felt like I needed to start somewhere and I felt like i should start by joining on formus like this. And hopefully I can make ...

This is how i've been seeing it.

Ok I'm 31 years old now.

I don't have a career, children, or even a girlfriend (haven't had one in 3 years or so, and before that it was about 6 years).
I don't even have a ######6 job, I am self employed doing computer stuff, which I hate, i've had jobs but can't keep them.

I'm a nice looking guy not ugly, a little overweight.

I have ...

I've been feeling really down, more so than any other time, and more frequently... like, every day. I have visions of killing myself, dreams of it, hopes of it. I see myself stabbing my neck with a broken bottle, or a knife.

I stopped going to school at 14, because of stress from getting bullied by both pupils and teachers, I started having sleeping problems and the longer I didn't go to school, the harder ...

I am very concerned about my lack of memories while growing up. I do have some memories but they are seriously lacking in detail. I have thought maybe I was blocking something but even some stuff that had happened 4-5 years ago I have trouble remembering clearly. I remember feelings more than events & the majority of events I do remember are usually major things that happened~usually negative things.
I see young kids-maybe 12-13 and ...

I have been on zoloft for 4 months and recently started to feel depressed again , so I stopped taking my zoloft cold turky. Im scared and Im not sure how bad I will feel when all of the zoloft comes out of my system. I still felt down sometimes while on the meds , but overall it help me be more social and helped my attitude. I dont know why I stopped taking it ...

hi,

not sure where to put this but recently i've been having a stop urge to overdose. i've done it teice before. by the way i dont want to die but i need to go to hospital. i hated it the last time so much, i couldnt see and kept being sick but unable to. but i need to do it again, please help!!!

hazel
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Hey,
Wow, I haven't posted in here for a long time.
OK, well, I've been extremly depressed lately. There's been a lot going on in my life that just makes me feel more and more depressed. It's really hard on me because I've had so much to deal with as it is... and more and more stuff keeps coming up. It's really starting to affect me and get to me.
School has become harder and ...