News of Cutting and Self Injury Forum

hey i just had a question..
i have thought about cutting my wrists and stomach sometimes not to kill myself , just when i get pissed off to release some stress. but whenever i go to, i chicken out, i think it will hurt too much and i back out..
but when i wanted to throw my food up, i chickened out s few times thinking it is bad for me and i didnt do ...

Well I went and I so wanted to tell her stuff, the only thing we established that I still cut which she didnt know whether i did or not.
I like this woman and I really want to talk to her. I came out so angry and frustrated at myself.
She is giving me 2weeks to decide whether I want to carry on or not. I spoke to my boyfriend I do want to , ...

This is driving me insane! I stayed awake in my bed last night feeling horrible, because I can't get over guilt that I have about cutting. I don't feel that much guilt about bashing into my head with my fist and beating on my arms and stuff, but the cutting thing I really regret. I never wanted to do it, but it was like I couldn't help it almost. I'm not one of those lame ...

How can it be that is feels good to hurt yourself more when you already feel bad? It´s really twisted. I did it, just now. I feel sad and messed up. My ocd is really bad right now. Just felt like telling someone. I don´t want to trigger anyone.

Lovisa.

I read this on another forum I use http://www.altnation.com and thought it would be of some interest here.

Self-harmers to be given clean blades
Sarah-Kate Templeton, Medical Correspondent

NURSES want patients who are intent on harming themselves to be provided with clean blades so that they can cut themselves more safely.
They say people determined to harm themselves should be helped to minimise the risk of infection from dirty blades, in the same way as ...

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a few days ago i cut my self badly as punishment i really don't wish to talk about why i punished myself

but i want to cut myself again now am feeling shaky am trying to keep busy but it not helping i keep wanting to cut
my thoughts feel a mess i feel a mess

am just finding things so hard to cope with

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After the last 3 days that ive been through, Im somewhat proud of myself. I made the connection about 10 minutes ago, that I havent cut, smashed anything, gotten high or even drank. Ive had urges sure, but I havent done it. :)

This may be completely random but I felt the need to share.

i need to cut to get them away i cant cope with them in my head
i need to cut to stop them there going to hurt me again

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i haven't been cutting or burning for about three months now. mainly because my fiance told me he would cut himself if i did. but the last two weeks i've been feeling really depressed again. the urges to cut or burn myself are growing greater and greater. i'm afraid of telling him, i'm afraid of cutting or burning (cause of what he might do to himself), but i'm most afraid of not doing anything about ...

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